There’s always something that needs to be done. Right now, I have a lengthy to-do list. And right now, I don’t feel like doing very many of the things on that list.
For example, write today’s blog is on the list. It’s taken all evening to come up with something to write about, and earlier I would’ve been fine with just skipping it, except for that little, nagging voice inside that kept telling me that I needed to get something written. There are several things that I could be doing here around the house. There are towels in the dryer that will need to be folded and put away. There are clothes on the bed that need to be hung in the closet. The kitchen probably should be swept. The dishwasher just finished up, so there are clean dishes to put away. I need to make a sandwich to take to work for my lunch tomorrow. I still need to do my daily Bible reading. Then there are all the things that need to be done for work. I need to finish up the lecture notes for Chapter 13 if I’m going to actually lecture about Chapter 13 tomorrow. I need to read the synthesis essays the AP kids wrote today. I need to enter some grades into Infinite Campus. And this is the short list.
There are quite a few other things on the list that aren’t even coming to me at the moment, which is one of the reasons I always have a written to-do list. The other reason is I like the feeling of crossing things off a list. It gives you a real feeling of accomplishment to cross something off a to-do list. If you haven’t tried it, I suggest you do.
The thing is I’ve spent most of the evening not doing anything on the to-do list. I read the newspaper. OK, that’s a very liberal use of the verb read. I read a few things, skimmed a few, and ignored most of it. I checked my Pinterest boards trying to figure out what recipe I want to try tomorrow. I perused Facebook and Chris Bailey’s weather blog, and did some generic web browsing. I did, however, cook supper. I had a pork loin in the crock pot, and I baked some potatoes and fixed some green beans, corn on the cob, and cheese bread to go with it. And I loaded the dishwasher after we finished eating, so I’ve not been entirely unproductive for the evening.
The thing is, though, sometimes it’s OK to be somewhat unproductive. Sometimes, regardless of how much is on the to-do list, we need to take a few minutes, or hours, to chill. The to-do list will be right there waiting for us after we’ve taken some time for ourselves. After taking some time for ourselves, maybe then we’ll have the energy and motivation to finish the things on the list. Of course, I wonder if I’ll ever truly finish a to-do list since I keep adding new things after I cross things off.
Now that I can cross “write today’s blog” off the to-do list, it’s pretty safe to say that the only other things I’m likely to accomplish tonight are the Bible readings and those Chapter 13 lecture notes since I do plan to give that lecture tomorrow. If it were not on the agenda for tomorrow, I’m sure that I would not do the notes. My English 200 kids might not mind if I skipped that, but I think we need to get Chapter 13 out of the way so that they can appropriately incorporate ideas into their essays. But if I’m going to finish those two things so I can cross them off the list, I’d better close the blog and get started, and now that you’ve read the blog, you can return to your to-do list and get started on whatever is next.